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胡思乱想的我～！

2011-05-13T23:55:00.000+12:00

她是真心的？还是虚假的？总觉得她对妳不是真诚的，是我想太多了吗？她的行为、说话的方式自然就引起我的疑心。（我不懂妳们平时交谈是如何的，我只是在分享我个人所感受到的。）妳那单纯、天真的想法真的不让我不为妳忧心特别是在妳现在那么激励的竞争下。在这现实的世界里该理性点、现实点，不然吃亏的往往就会是自己；这也就是我最不想看到的。就算是每天都一起走进走出的，也不能肯定他们是没在私低下耍心计的。我觉得妳还是提防一下，所谓“不怕万一，只怕一万”。还有，家贼难防啊！=D

别想了；

尽力就好了；

只要对得起自己就可以了；

我会永远都挺妳！！！

What an UNEXPECTED day~!

2011-05-05T14:03:00.000+12:00

It’s has been long time I didn’t write in foreign language – English. Let’s ROCK this blog with the language I use everyday here~!

Really~! What an “ordinary” unexpected Thursday. Yeah, today is Thursday^^

What a shocking grade for my Management assignment. It’s was totally out of expectation even my powerful brain also have no idea about that. I get a “B”~!!! (It’s not a good marks, I know.) But, I have not expect myself to get a such high marks. Deep in my heart, I only wish I’m not going to fail this very assignment or at least get a “C” for it. Why I aim for such a low marks? OR, in other words, WORST marks ever people hoping for~! The reason is very simple; I did the assignment last seconds and not last minutes. A twelve pages research report I done within 24hours and I got “BBBBBB” for it. Should I proud of myself??! HehE^^ For you all information, “B” grade is the average marks in my tutorial class and there were only two people got an “A”. This proves that my mark was not really terrible. But, there were people who got “C”. I’m kinda curious how they do their assignments? Since I can finished it within a day and get an average marks; how come they can’t?? t=.=????? Isn’t they do it within the last 2 hours? I really wish I have the courage to approach them and ask them face to face… =P

Here is the PROVE~!

What a friendly UStay reception counter officials. I didn’t know that they are so friendly and helpful until I post an emergency “SOS” in UStay 2011’s facebook page. I’m waiting for another McKenzies/Clumberland resident to save me. But, who knows, in the end, is the reception officials who rescued me… Glad to be UStay resident (BUT, the rent is kinda EXPENSIVE)~!

Following is the details;

UNEXPECTED DAY, end~!

My shoulder is always for you.

Don’t worry, she will be alright~!

聊天室里的我与芝桦～！

2011-05-03T22:39:00.000+12:00

芝桦总是会很自然的在Facebook里找我聊天。是聊天吗？还是所谓的“三八”？？！不管是聊天还是“套我的料”，她总在很恰当的时辰找我。当然现在的我也是刚从“面子书”里的聊天室爬出来。还有谁？就是那在奥克兰常常无所事事的芝桦小妹妹咯～！【不是在嫌妳烦啦！正好那时我也是不想温习功课。HehE^^】刚才跟芝桦聊天还蛮开心的；she really brighten up my night ～！芝桦，听妳说真的好兴奋哦！谢谢妳喔！答应妳的Ice-cream绝不会落空～！下次会继续与妳分享更多～！=]

噢！还没给大家介绍这位“芝桦”小妹妹。。。

对，就是她。。。有何意见吗？

她啊？就好象小妹妹咯～！总是在耍可爱、扮可爱、装可爱、要人家讲她可爱。。。很 LAME，对吧？她的为人还蛮不错的，对人还廷用心的。以前在班上就是大家的开心果，实际上大概是小丑吧～！别生气哦，生气就不可爱了！！【别放在心上啦！只是开个玩笑而已。以后还要跟妳聊的～！】说真的，她还常常被我们欺负的。。。有点不好意思，但我还是会继续的！Yeah~!

顺便也在这介绍一下芝桦的姐姐 – Cerion Kang。。。

真是一个天堂一个地狱！Cerion 还廷漂亮的。她在“面子书”也是蛮活跃的。我每次在“面子书”上有新的status及照片，她就会很迅速的去comment / LIKE。效率还蛮高的！听起来我们好像很熟，对吧？说真的，我与她并没说过一句话！甚至见也没见过呢～！只是在“面子书”认识而与，也是她主动 ADD 我的。当然，我也很庆幸认识她。她可说是个蛮独立的女生～！她现在应该是身于UK吧！真佩服她～！

这两姐妹都蛮搞笑的～！她们俩也很会“～SS～”一下的；真是名副其实的两姐妹！认识她们真的会为我的生活带来更多的笑容～！

I understand you.

I won’t ever put pressure on you.

Just follow your heart.

我会等的。。。

2011-04-30T00:19:00.000+12:00

又是距离！!!!

妳说的没错，现在不是开始的最佳时间。

但，我会继续等下去。

妳可能会觉得我很傻；就算妳能留下也未必会选择我。

没关系啊～！

只要能多活在妳身旁，我就心满意足；

只要能帮到妳，我会不惜一切的为妳分担；

只要能让妳多开心点，我是在所不惜的。

等妳

原本就是我的任务～！

是时候从梦中惊醒了～！

2010-12-11T15:40:00.001+13:00

我一直都活在妳的话里。。。妳所说的都是不可能发生的，这我比妳还要清楚。只是一直以来我都不敢去面对。我明白妳对我的好意，但现在的我应该站起来接受真真的事实了。这全都是我自己一手造成的，也应该让我自己去承受后果吧！也许这是我生活上的污点，也是我活到现在做过最后悔的事了。我想爸妈应该会对我很失望吧！还可能会面对一大笔的退还金。我真的是个不孝子！！！！！！

谢谢妳一直以来的支持～！

己所不欲；勿施于人～！

2010-10-23T00:55:00.001+13:00

Perhaps this phrase/title is not really fit to the context of this blog, but I do mean it!!! If you do not want to do something, please and please do not ever point your very finger to others and asking them to do it for you. For some reasons, I do detest this particular category of people. Why can’t they think on behalf of other people? Maybe or if you didn’t do that, i would likely to go out and grabbed the things that we all want. It is you, because what you said, it spoil my mood as well as my appetite. You are totally seems like pushing people doing something that they are not willing to. For your information, I’m not the one who like to being forced to do things even though I’m going to do it soon too. The other days,I have paid you what, so, do I really deserved this??? You better ask yourself! Perhaps it only a small and tiny things for you, but everyone do have their own principles and the lowest limits, and i do. Think twice before it comes out from your mouth~! THANK YOU.

Few seconds ago, i spotted something meaningful in my respectively best friend’s blog. What he mentioned there is absolutely correct. “Don't simply promise anything to anyone if you feel that it is hard to deliver. But once you have promised, you need to work it out.” (CK Lai 2010) I felt that this is kinda important in our daily lives and i would like to add that we also need to work out what we have promised ourselves. When you start to set or aim for a target, then you should strike for it because that is your own promise. Thanks Kit for “slapping” on my face to wake me up from my sweet dream and make me realise that I really need to start doing something now and then to fulfil my own promises no matter how tired I’m. GamBaTeH~~~!

SACE 终于来临了；

这也余味着分开的日子也渐渐的。。。。。。

Moody 变成了 “关心”。。。! ◕‿◕

2010-09-06T04:01:00.002+12:00

突然从午睡乍醒；

好像有心灵感应似的。

打开手机，

果然有一则短讯

而且还是刚刚收到的。

阅读了第一封，

觉得一切都没意思了；

再看第二封，

我整个人就好像被打地基机器般的

从高高的打入地底去；

什么MOOD都没有了～～

谈了一会儿

发现原来她家有事；

什么Moody都不重要了

全都变成了关心！

为何这种病毒会存在？

为何它不能不围绕在人们当中呢？

真希望“癌症”有一天可以彻底被毁灭！！！

多点陪在妳妈身边；

我们会明白的！

My blessing

will always be with you!

Wish your mum get well ASAP

stay HEALTHY always~!

不开心的日子 ◕_◕

2010-08-26T21:44:00.005+12:00

最近，心情很差很不开心

但还要装成若无其事的

总是嘻嘻哈哈。累了！

需要帮忙时

永远都只能望梅止渴

从不会有人雪中送炭

开口时，总是被人波冷水

敷衍、冷待，甚至不当一回事

而我有发脾气的权利吗

“没有~！”

为何我不能恨一些？？！

毕竟我是他乡人

在这无依无靠，我还能做什么

你们以为我不想家吗

虽然回家也是躲在房里

至少有爸妈的爱心

还有家的感觉。。。

在这，我曾尝试做自己

到头来却得罪了他人

带着假面具做人

人生就不再有意义了 =[

有些事，

我都尽我所能了；

努力也努力过了；

结果还是一样。

Sorry，Mashimaro～！

2010-06-09T05:52:00.001+12:00

从初一一直跟着我的Mashimaro被我不小心扯断了它的耳朵。这六年，无论是喜怒哀乐，它都毫无怨言得一直陪着在我身边。为什么我会那么的鲁莽？？？？？？？？为什么？？？？？真的无法原谅自己～！这一刻，我的眼泪不知不觉的流了出来。原来，我对它的存在是那么在乎的。。。。。。。。 t.t

我不是有意的，原谅我吧～！

这场羽毛球的特别意义～！

2010-06-09T03:38:00.001+12:00

我要感谢你们把在家透不过气的我带了出来。最近，我真的很累很累。事情一桩接着一桩的迎面而来，我几乎窒息在烦恼之中了。这场羽毛球真的让我轻松了好多，再加上跟你们聊天更是百益无一害的～！跟你们在一起，我可感觉到所有的烦恼都抛到秋宵云外了；痛苦与问题也全都暂停了。。。。

从毕业到现在，刚才应该是我第一次笑到肚子疼罢！很久没笑得那么开心了。真的想向你们说声“谢谢～！”。我想大概只有跟你们5Berlian的人才会有这样的感觉～！

谢谢妳一直陪着我。

不然，我已崩溃了～！

《不请自来》的聚会

2010-06-08T03:59:00.003+12:00

刚才的聚会还蛮不错吧～！从本来的4人增加到9人。

首先，该向诸位说声“抱歉～！”。在SMS里，我只提到Victor明天去KK。我猜你们都以为他明晚走了就不再回来斗湖，也因为这才赴约的罢！其实，他19 June就会回来了。只是因为那时我已不在了，所以才叫大家yamcha 的～！

8.30pm喝茶，7.07pm还没约好人！！身为organiser的我匆匆忙忙的发了几封SMS给同班朋友们。最好笑的是不能赴约的人士很快就回复了，而其他的就有如石沉大海似的。到最后才有4人- Victor，Esther，Joanne（包括我在内）。不管那么多了，我们4人一车便浩浩荡荡的前往Kubota Square的“24梅”。途中，我们经过了杂草般头发的Nazrin的家。就顺便叫了他。

到了那里，手机忽然响了。 “Wahsei，电话又来了！爱不爱结果都。。。。。”

原来是我们班最长的LimBeh。他既然现在才回复我。没关系啦，就如他所说的“有回复好过没有！”。接着，Joanne说Jason也会来。过后，Josh也来了。

最后一个也是最经典的那位不请自来的Koh。（我忘了SMS他）。原来，这之前他也是“不请自来”的跑到LimBeh的家。所以，我们的聚会的主题就这样成了《不请自来》。还蛮好笑的theme。我们的聚会就这样从冷冰冰的4人变成了吵吵闹闹的8人聚会～！

在那，我们也遇到了“两年后”的郑老师 – “郑宇辉（TaiBao）”的姐姐。

他们的脸及样子都有些不同了（Victor的眼睛既然有了“鱼尾”）；但他们讲话方式仍然依旧没变，完全反映着当年5Berlian的画面～！我们还可以维持到现在，蛮不错吧～！不知不觉手表指着11了，我们在那已聊了两个半小时了。但还没聊完，这的不可思议呢～！最终还是得回家了～！

期待着下一个聚会～！

在此，我要声明我与她没有在交往！

我承认我是喜欢她，但她还不是我女友～！

终于放手了～～～

2010-04-13T05:30:00.000+12:00

从梦中惊醒，把生日简讯发了～～～

想起我们喜怒哀乐的日子，就好像是昨天刚发生的事。

从分手那天起，愚蠢的我都还一直在对这段恋情念念不忘。

但，我。。。已没力气了，还是选择了放手。

我再也不想拖泥带水，继续纠缠下去！

“玲，永别了.……”

泪，再次的从我眼睛滑了下来。 T.T

妳现在该幸福的在他人怀里；

我祝福妳。

Carolling…… 2009

2009-12-19T02:31:00.000+13:00

身为基督徒的我们，
报佳音【Carolling】就是在宣传主的“喜事”；
也代表着圣诞节的来临！

看着教友的车一辆一辆离去，
才察觉来我家的carolling 已结束了。
刚才不知不觉得陷入了发呆状况……

“Carolling已完了，
为何我还没有圣诞节的心情呢？？！”
刚刚就是在为此而发呆。。。

我想，
大概是因为这个圣诞节是我两年以来第一次自己度过吧……
【不是没有人陪我的意思，而是说“单身“这回事=.=】
也是分手后的第一个佳节，
可能下一个或者是以后的佳节
都会是自己度过吧！

朋友常说：“习惯就好！”
就是这个意思吧！！！=)

买一双合心意的鞋可不容易嘢！^^

2009-12-18T19:43:00.004+13:00

原来真真要买一双鞋也不简单哦！
不管是名牌，还是价钱连天;
不喜欢就是不喜欢………
没得勉强的！！

当feel来了，
就算是杂牌也无所谓；
甚至还可能会连买两三双呢！
我该就是这种人吧！

昨天
走遍了斗湖90% 的鞋店，
都没找到一双合心意的；
反而
今天与家人购物时，
一下子就看中了两双。
嘻嘻^^
虽不是什么名牌，
但价钱也不简单哦！

最终，
两双爸妈都买了给我。
～哇，爸妈真的好疼我嘢！！！

皮鞋 - $55.90

球鞋 - $69.90

伯母的生日。。。

2009-12-17T06:37:00.001+13:00

今天
是我前女友的母亲生日，
我也祝福了她……

时间过的好快；
转瞬间又一年了！
去年的同一天，
我以另一个身份祝福了伯母。

还记得，
去年这个特别的日子，
她与伯母还为我撒了个谎言
来骗Marcus那个小伙子。。。
什么项链。。。我送的。。。
想回来还蛮好笑的！XD

那时，伯母还问了几句奇怪的问题。。。
【我还记得伯母问的是什么，但也无法实现了！】
真的想对伯母说声“抱歉”。

都过去了………
最重要还是要祝伯母：
长命百岁、身体健康、
笑口常开、子孙满堂【这个未免太早了吧！嘻嘻^^】

=D

我与XX有可能吗？？！

2009-12-14T07:13:00.001+13:00

那天， Joanne问了一句 “你与XX有发展的机会吗？”；
就在300秒前，我堂哥也问我“XX 是你的新女友吗？”。。。
【XX 只是个代号，我不想让妳知道我们在讲着妳！】

为何每个人都问着相关的问题呢？
我们只是碰巧坐在一起几次罢了，
就圈起了如此的“绯闻”。。。。
我们俩真的看起来像对情侣吗？？！

说真的，
XX她人蛮不错的;
又漂亮、又开朗;
而且还聪明能干呢！
但，她可还不是我女友哦。。。。

与她在一起的确蛮开心的；
可是。。。。
她所喜爱的，我都办不到
只达到了一项而已。

她真的适合我吗？？！
还是说，我适合她吗？？？？？？？

H@pPy_b!rThdaY, mum!

2009-12-13T05:12:00.000+13:00

12th Dec…..
the most memorable day
once a year
- Mum’s birthday…..

Aikss……
My $20 had gone again…..
for the cake…..
BUT worth it!!! =]

Every time celebrate mum birthday,
I knew mum had older one year……..
&
I also knew that I must take good care of HER…..!!

“珍惜眼前人”，尤其是爸妈！！！

Accident 车祸。。。！

2009-12-03T17:40:00.001+13:00

一提到车祸，大家都应该会有恐惧症吧！还好，车祸的不是我。。。今天一大清早打完羽球后就眼睁睁的看着朋友撞车；而自己也差一点点就被圈进车祸里！眼睁睁看着朋友撞车的感受该不会好到哪里去吧？？！其实，也不是什么大车祸啦！只是在“reverse”车时没留意到后面那辆红彤彤的“Pajero”，然后就毫不犹豫的撞了下去！【大概是想试一下用Corolla车尾撞4WD 车头的感觉吧！】嘻嘻^^ 。。。。所幸那辆Pajero也是自己朋友的，才没把警察们call 来。不然，我们可要到警察局一趟并当一下“破案的关键证人”！！哈哈，我想太多了吧！！！=b 说回头来，那辆Pajero可没什么被撞的痕迹并只是倒退了一下；反而那辆可怜的Corolla就撞得遍体鳞伤，就连车牌的字母都掉了！！最惊讶的事还在后头。。。她回家告诉了双亲；她爹竟然没骂她，还说了一句“没事，小事而已！”。哇！一般的父亲都会把孩子骂得狗血淋头，但她爸却。。。。。。。。。【speechless】

我呢？？在回家的途中，差一点就亲前面那辆4WD车的屁股了！说真的，当时我驾的蛮快的嘢！也蛮靠近前面那辆车的。杀那间，前面那辆车忽然间停了下来。我的天啊！！我该怎么办？？！不管三七二十一，我立刻把脚放到刹车器上，然后就用尽二虎之力踏了下去！在那短短的几秒里，我可感觉到心跳得超级快的并能听见从车胎所发出清晰的刹车声！Ngek....... Ngek……！终于停了，车也没撞上去。【God bless me!】原来是我前面那辆4WD车的前面那辆小卡车要进路口，所以才停了下来。真的是吓了我一大跳，还以为真的丧命了！Choi…!! 才不会那么容易死去！还有很多事我还没干呢！就连女朋友都没有！！！ =]

又spaghetti又黑巧克力蛋糕。。。！！

2009-11-27T23:23:00.001+13:00

我姐今天不知发什么傻，下午煮了意粉旁晚又做黑巧克力蛋糕。她肯本就是在把我和爸妈当做白老鼠了！忙了一整个早上，意粉终于出炉了。脑里还记得上次她煮的意粉“美味”程度；心里就开始在想又是时候再次按着鼻子把意粉一次过吞进嘴巴里！当我战战兢兢的把载着意粉的汤匙往嘴里塞时，没想到味道还比我想象中的好很多；比起上次的，这个还算蛮OK的！说真的，我姐她有进步啦！嘻嘻^^

早上忙了，还嫌不够累；旁晚有开始在厨房里忙着弄这个弄那个，好像没完没了似的！原来，她是在准备做蛋糕！忙啊忙……! 看她走来走去，又忙得手忙脚乱；我想这个人根本当不了厨师！“叮”什么声音呢？是炸弹吗？！原来是烘炉发出的；蛋糕哄好了。。。我的天啊！这就是所谓的“黑”巧克力蛋糕吗？怎么好像一块炭的呢？？真的可以吃吗？？会吃死人吗？？但，不吃有好像不给脸哦；那只好硬着头皮，关着眼睛吃吧！咬第一口，硬邦邦的（大概是烘焦了吧！）；继续咬下去，erm…. 为什么里面软软的？啊！还没熟完。。。=_=”” 说实话，这蛋糕还勉强可以啦。。。我想肚子饿的时候，这蛋糕应该是很不错的吧！！哈哈！！XD

健身室变成了叽咋室！！

2009-09-08T04:30:00.000+12:00

因着球场在维修中，我们几个男生通常都会一起越好到健身室去运动。当然有些是去锻炼肌肉的！那我当然也不会认输哦，我有时也会一起锻炼肌肉的！但我们当中身材最棒的当然是图中人啦！别看他人小只，他的肌肉可是“丰满” 的哦。。。嘻嘻^^ 【女生们如有机会可要脱他的衣服看下！】

除了运动，健身室变成了男生们的叽咋室。一边运动一边聊天还蛮爽的。我们所聊的不只是女生而已，衣服鞋子和购物也成了我们的话题。他们可全都是富家子哦，衣服鞋子都是在谈名牌的；身穿的也全都是名牌。哪像我呢？全都是杂牌而已！我也没办法啊！自己了解自己家庭环境就好了。。=）

What happened to my Mathematics???!

2009-09-01T21:24:00.001+12:00

AikSss…!! Mathematics now for me is no more as easy as ABC; I have no idea what is going wrong!! What I had anticipated was totally wrong and even my powerful brain also could not figure it out!

In secondary school, I never worry about my mathematics as it was my best subject. And even not do revision or study, I also can score my mathematics paper easily! But, now… It was shame to say that I had broken my own record in my entire life! My last mathematics test paper only scored for 40% and it was FAIL! (Passing Marks – 45%). On that particular moment, I really could not believe what had come into my sight. It was the worst marks in my history! I had never failed in this subject and on the spot, I could feel that tears started stinging my eyes. Although I had do revision before the test, I also cannot score the paper. Perhaps I didn’t do enough exercises. =[

Since after then, I had promised myself that I must work harder than before in order to maintain my mathematics level and also score for it. Today, I had taken my second mathematics quiz and I think I had prepared well before took the paper. Hope that I can score that paper!!

GamBaTeH for Mathematics!!

一年一度的假期 - 国庆日！

2009-08-31T07:18:00.001+12:00

今天又是国庆日了。。。国家独立年份又再次增加一年了-第五十二届！对国家来说国庆日就是一年一度的大好日子；相反的，国庆日对我来说就好像是正在期待的一年一度假期罢了！我总觉得国庆日没什么大的意义！这可能是因为国家独立的时候，我还没出世；没能感受所谓历史的一刻。我现在所知道的一切都是从历史课本里读到的，并非亲身体验的。说到“亲身体验”嘛。。。我想，那是根本不可能发生的事情吧！哈哈^^

虽然说今天是公共假期，但对我来说也是等于没有放假的。毕竟明天还有数学测验；再加上前两天溜了出去找旧朋友没碰过作业。所以，今天只好好好呆在宿舍里温习功课。

真惨哦～！

Tai Pao, Lim Beh, PkY & mE………......[29th and 30th August].

2009-08-31T00:30:00.011+12:00

Four of us are from North Borneo and this is our very first time reunion in Peninsular Malaysia. Each and every one of us are study in different places and different area: Tay(Uniten in Selangor), Lim(KBU in Bandar Utama), Pang(Matriculation in Negeri Sembilan) and me(INTEC, UiTM in Shah Alam). No matter how far we are, we had tried our best to meet with each others. In this 2days, I got the feeling that just the same as the feels in my secondary school class (5 Berlian). Little did I forget that unique feeling even though we had separated for approximately 9 months.

We first met at Sunway Pyramid at 10.30am except Tay, he joined us at night. 3 of us had our breakfast in Burger King followed by shopping there. Pang had used around $400 to $500 for shopping including brought a set of baju melayu which cost him $100. Lim and I could not believe our ears once Pang mentions that he wants to buy a baju melayu. Anyway, both of us had choose a best colour for him - dark blue. For Lim, he managed bought a pair of shoes in Body Glove. And me, I only successfully cut my hair.

We then met with Lim’s sister, YenChing and one of her pretty friend. Opss, forgot what is her name already! HehE^^ We went for a drama together in City Harvest Church. The show was totally awesome, especially the duplicate of Michael Jackson’s MoonWalk dance! That dancer was really expect and pro; he managed to do such challenging dance and he did very well. After the show, Tay joined us.

We went for dessert immediately after the dinner and that’s why we were extremely full that night. After dessert, YenChing fetch us back to Lim’s hostel. What a good plan from God. All his roommates, coincidently had gone back and hence, we all “bomb” into his house that night.

The clock was pointing at 2 in the morning and 4 of us still awake. Perhaps, we all were too excited with our reunion and can’t fall asleep. Then, we go McDonald for our so called supper or breakfast.

On the second day, we actually planned to go Sunway Lagoon. But, it was raining that day and we had Hobson’s choice but to change our plan. We then decided to shopping again in 1Utama. We also watch the movie District 9 at cinema there. Before that, we had our lunch and this was the climax. Frankly said, we were lost in 1U. It sounds weird, right?? 1U was in Lim’s area and he had gone there for thousands times. However, Lim himself could not find the restaurant that he suggested! Even though we had passed through that shop, he also didn’t realized about that. After walked here and there for many rounds, we finally reach the particular restaurant!! We only ate “Shen Mei Lu (西米露)” for our lunch and it was extremely delicious.

After movie, it was the time for us to separate again. The time was running so fast, 2 days was over. I really hope that the time was stopped for us but I knew that was impossible. Tay and I headed to KTM station to go back where we from and Pang, he decided to stay one more day wif Lim. These symbolized that our first reunion had ended.

NOW,

I’m looking for the next reunion!

身为候补的我.........

2009-08-28T23:07:00.002+12:00

二零零九年七月二十五日，我还记得今天的每时每刻......

就在每个人都因着A H1N1 放假而兴兴奋奋回家时，我却不知何故会傻傻的逗留在INTEC里参加IN-PRo篮球比赛...... 而我还代表了AUSMAT 队呢。。。很了不起，对吗？？深深的在我脑海里，我还能清晰的记得我队当天出赛三场，而三场赛事里我却只是在当队伍里所谓的“候补”而已！！！三场赛事里，我与另一个队友都是全时坐“冷板”，就连球也没碰到。。。旁观者会以什么眼光来看我们呢？？在他们眼里，我们俩就好像是两个不会打篮球的小子，只是在混水摸鱼凭着大队取得胜利而已。。。或者也有人会想我们俩大概是脸皮太厚了吧，参加比赛就只是为了奖品和奖状的利益。。。可能他不在乎这点吧！也可能是我们俩的技术实在太烂了！说真的，当候补我是无所谓的，但我却不想当个“全时”候补啊。。。我们俩的存在对队伍来说就好像是有无都没关系的。。这也太没意事了吧！！还有，我们队伍成员共有十人。。。比赛当天却只来了九位，还有一个却莫名其妙的缺席了。。。这位“大人”可说是讲就天下无敌，做就有心无力。。。比赛前晚，他还大声地“宣布”他非出席明早的比赛不可。这一切都是放屁！！比赛当天连鼻子的影子都没见到，还说非出席不可。。。

这个比赛也不是完全没有好处的啦。。。要记住：凡事都有利与弊！！如果从另一个角度看，我在这场比赛也得到了蛮多的利益。。。最重要的，我队成功闯入了决赛也不负众望夺得了冠军的宝座！！！这也是历史性的一刻，因为AUSMAT篮球队好几年没闯入决赛了！！我个人认为我不但在比赛中得到胜利，同时间内也的到了一班好友。。。奖品与奖状可用金钱买回来，但友情却需要我们亲身去“抢”回来的！！这可说是一举两得哦。。。。。

"Everybody... Somebody... Anybody... Nobody..."

2009-08-28T11:35:00.001+12:00

The story is all about four different people with totally different characteristics who named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. Story goes like this......

One day, there was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was confident that Somebody would do it. Anybody also could have done it, but Nobody did it. As a result, Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realised that Everybody would not do it. It ended up with Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done!!

Can you understand the story???

This is what my facilitator had taught my group in the Co-PLN program last Wednesday evening and this is one of her lessons only. This story had taught us one of the reality in our daily life - RESPONSIBILITY. There was some people who always hoping others to do their own jobs especially in the college life which a lots of group assignments/projects need to be done. In my own opinion, there was indeed such persons in this world and even there are plenty of them around us. It is just we don't have the very courage to point them out only. Actually, each and every of us had our own responsibility and we should be the one complete it but not hoping or waiting others to do for us. For me, i'm strongly dislike those "passenger" to be exist especially in the group with me!!!

一包价值一零吉的快速面与一杯香浓浓的白咖啡.... =）

2009-08-27T18:17:00.008+12:00

一包价值一零吉的快速面与一杯香浓浓的白咖啡就是我的午餐了。。很奇怪吧？？

这样的午餐可不是第一次吃了，而是连续好几天了！我也拿不了什么办法啊。。周围的食馆及摊子全都没开呀！要等到旁晚才有，不吃“这个”就得挨饿了。。。身在外地求学的我也只好适应当地的环境，而不是让环境来适应我 — 这可是到外地生活的第个一条件哦。我想Shah Alam 本来就是个马来人地区吧！也很难怪他们白天不卖食物，毕竟现在正是他们受斋的时候。。。对我而言，每一件事都有因果，这该是上天给我的考验之一吧！不管那么多……现在最想念的还是我老妈拿手的“马铃薯鸡”，想到口水都会情不知经的流了出来。。。还好，从今天倒数可还有24天我就可以归家了。嘻嘻^^ 别笑哦！这可是我离开家到这里求学的第一次回家哦！总觉得家里是最舒服、最温暖的窝。。。！！

=）

1st time writing BLOG....

2009-08-27T06:20:00.001+12:00

It was 27th August... and it was 3.03 in the morning.... Everything seems to be in the silent mode.....
I was still awake writing my very first blog and alone in my room, 5th floor of Kolej Cendana.... All my housemates had back to their sweet home due to the 1 week mid-term holiday... For me, i'm not feel like to going back for two consecutive months... i choose to stay in the hostel... And back in Hari Raya... Little did i notice that it was July in Chinese calender - Ghost Month. Am i affright or scare?? Perhaps no, i answer... One of my NEW friends trying to frighten me out by mentioning the Ghost Month and kept on with the ghost story in the hostel...
So what??!