是时候从梦中惊醒了～！

我一直都活在妳的话里。。。妳所说的都是不可能发生的，这我比妳还要清楚。只是一直以来我都不敢去面对。我明白妳对我的好意，但现在的我应该站起来接受真真的事实了。这全都是我自己一手造成的，也应该让我自己去承受后果吧！也许这是我生活上的污点，也是我活到现在做过最后悔的事了。我想爸妈应该会对我很失望吧！还可能会面对一大笔的退还金。我真的是个不孝子！！！！！！

谢谢妳一直以来的支持～！

己所不欲；勿施于人～！

Perhaps this phrase/title is not really fit to the context of this blog, but I do mean it!!! If you do not want to do something, please and please do not ever point your very finger to others and asking them to do it for you. For some reasons, I do detest this particular category of people. Why can’t they think on behalf of other people? Maybe or if you didn’t do that, i would likely to go out and grabbed the things that we all want. It is you, because what you said, it spoil my mood as well as my appetite. You are totally seems like pushing people doing something that they are not willing to. For your information, I’m not the one who like to being forced to do things even though I’m going to do it soon too. The other days,I have paid you what, so, do I really deserved this??? You better ask yourself! Perhaps it only a small and tiny things for you, but everyone do have their own principles and the lowest limits, and i do. Think twice before it comes out from your mouth~! THANK YOU.

Few seconds ago, i spotted something meaningful in my respectively best friend’s blog. What he mentioned there is absolutely correct. “Don't simply promise anything to anyone if you feel that it is hard to deliver. But once you have promised, you need to work it out.” (CK Lai 2010) I felt that this is kinda important in our daily lives and i would like to add that we also need to work out what we  have promised ourselves. When you start to set or aim for a target, then you should strike for it because that is your own promise. Thanks Kit for “slapping” on my face to wake me up from my sweet dream and make me realise that I really need to start doing something now and then to fulfil my own promises no matter how tired I’m. GamBaTeH~~~!

 

 

SACE 终于来临了；

这也余味着分开的日子也渐渐的。。。。。。

Moody 变成了 “关心”。。。! ◕‿◕

突然从午睡乍醒；

好像有心灵感应似的。

打开手机，

果然有一则短讯

而且还是刚刚收到的。

阅读了第一封，

觉得一切都没意思了；

再看第二封，

我整个人就好像被打地基机器般的

从高高的打入地底去；

什么MOOD都没有了～～

谈了一会儿

发现原来她家有事；

什么Moody都不重要了

全都变成了关心！

为何这种病毒会存在？

为何它不能不围绕在人们当中呢？

真希望“癌症”有一天可以彻底被毁灭！！！

多点陪在妳妈身边；

我们会明白的！

My blessing

will always be with you!

Wish your mum get well ASAP

&

stay HEALTHY always~!

不开心的日子 ◕_◕

最近，心情很差很不开心

但还要装成若无其事的

总是嘻嘻哈哈。累了！

需要帮忙时

永远都只能望梅止渴

从不会有人雪中送炭

开口时，总是被人波冷水

敷衍、冷待，甚至不当一回事

而我有发脾气的权利吗

“没有~！”

为何我不能恨一些？？！

毕竟我是他乡人

在这无依无靠，我还能做什么

你们以为我不想家吗

虽然回家也是躲在房里

至少有爸妈的爱心

还有家的感觉。。。

在这，我曾尝试做自己

到头来却得罪了他人

带着假面具做人

人生就不再有意义了 =[

有些事，

我都尽我所能了；

努力也努力过了；

结果还是一样。